Floating through space and time
It seems all humans are on the same quest, an escape or distraction from our daily life. Every single one of us wants to experience the exciting. No matter what we do we are all looking for the same. No one is really happy or fulfilled – chasing the thrill. Most hop from one little excitement to the next with no real change. A fleeting moment in a series in a rather dull life. I do not want that.
Unfortunately, it is nearly – if not impossible to succeed in maintaining this constant spark or am I wrong? I live a much faster-paced life than the majority, exceeding the mental and physical speed limit for most but still, it is somehow not enough. I would like more of life. I wonder am I the only, surely not. No matter what you do for a living or however you live after a while it all becomes routine and loses its splendour.
How do others handle this?
I have tried reinventing myself new every year which is great but still factually not nearly enough excitement for me. Where do you go from there? When did I become so driven for change?
I have always embraced the idea of transformation and moving on to some extent but never to this extent of it becoming a driving force.
A friend of mine seems to be compelled by the same entity as me. Striving for a new adventure and to get closer to divinity he has decided to try magic mushrooms. I can understand his decision even if I would not choose the same path to meander down. This is what I meant with what I said before with we all strive. Maybe having all these possibilities under the sun and the information where to find all these choices just at the tips of our fingers, within a few clicks, leads us into temptation of a grandeur that was not possible before and is so to speak the downfall of our happiness. Scientists have proven too much choice can make you ill. So is this quest and all the countless possibilities making us ill?