Bush fires everywhere

Right from the eye

Everywhere I turn at the moment there seem to be a shitstorm, 2 personal ones and 1 at work. It seems like the Neptune constellation is tiding up.

Why it all has exploded is slightly puzzling for me. I just know that actually all emanated from me or had my incentive behind it. It was not my purpose to wreck havoc. The first was my joke which was executed by another that led to one hell of an uproar, the second was a wrongdoing of someone else that then ended in false information perusing the internet, which I wanted to have rectified, ending in a lynch mob and last but not least getting no result from specialist on a project near to completion at work.

At the moment I have an even lower tolerance for stupidity than usual and I am contemplating a digital detox hike for myself to get away from all the mess, lazy people, absentees, provocateurs and stupidity. Taking the time for myself along a trail.

In life the focus should be on yourself and what works for you, as in reality a limited amount of people will and even those manage to disappoint.

Lemons and Lemonade

I am limiting my social connections to the people that give me a good feeling and make an effort. With the momentary situation, I do not feel the need to waste my time on people who 1. make me feel bad or 2. show no real value towards me.

Focusing on my sport, social projects, hobbies and other things. Doing basically what feels right for me.

I have not quite figured out where the lemonade is in this equation. Maybe God is trying to test my nerves and yes I am still angry with God or this entity, whichever way you want to see it. Not being angry at times like this is a virtue and you probably have the patience of a saint, which I surely do not possess.

Justice best-served ice cold

In the end, the person telling only half of the story regarding the shit storms got their just deserved. Exclusion from all events. I kind of believe they would have not admitted to their faults had it not been for the witnesses. I might be wrong, but the fact is most people do not like to admit to their mistakes, flaws or faults.

For me, nothing much changed. I just decided to go my own way and open my own social group where I can keep a closer eye on the participants.

Don’t you just love when a plan works out?

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Sarah

#mentalhealthambassador All the ruminations on this page belong to moi. I am not a certified psychologist or psychiatrist. It is not my intention to force my opinions, ideals, ideas upon you or tell you what to do. This page was created to inspire you, enforce you and hopefully guide you. I am a on a quest to self-fullfillment for a happy, healthy, sporty and adventurous life. By being curious and open-minded I encounter myself, others and the world that sorrounds me in ever changing ways that inspire me. I would like to help reduce the stigma still clinging to mental health. The vessel I choose to transport my message is this blog. This Blog is love and a lot of soul. It is a journey through my realm. A soul striptease. My focus lies on a healthy lifestyle and the awareness movement. To see the change be the change!

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