Best laid plans go to mice and men…..
Could have been the title to this weekend. It started off with my scrapped travel plans. So being down and really disappointed I resulted in scrapping my amp up the game approach and follow my flawed hedonist nature. Did I tick the box on sports in a minor sense, I certainly ignore Victoria Secret’s advice, I hell did not follow through my wish to downsize my belongings. In short, I did nothing, not even my 100 squat challenge.
The problem behind this situation is that disappointment is paralysing not like anger that invigorates. I am not quite sure how to channel the disappointment into anger which I could then use to fuel my causes.
When mañana is the tenor…
I have become softer with myself but does that transfer to other? That for sure not with certain people, especially when they annoy the crap out of me. I do think being soft and tough at the right time is important and at the moment two people are benched by me till they pull their socks up as my mother would say.
Is that tough enough for their misbehaviour? I will accept the challenge that the heart does not grow founder but colder with absence. In general, when it comes to right and wrong there is none in regards how to handle soft and though in a relationship. You just have to follow your gut feeling and try to limit the overthinking. The overthinking or analysing being the hardest part. If I count the endless hours I waisted on questioning things, analysing my behaviour, the opposites, I just see a surmounted waste of time. So good riddance to games and other things. I also believe this world would be a better place if people just quit playing games and were honest with each other.
Why do we not just quit playing games?